Babes a few of my favorite pictures

I'm just going to lump some of my favorite pics from the last few months this will get me caught up in a hurry :)

A New Normal

Well it has been just over 1 month since my mother in law committed suicide by jumping of the Blue water bridge. So far I can't say its getting easier. My husband and I both think of her and and our family situation often in a day. I have so many I wish I had just done...... There is a song by Alan Jackson titled "sissy song" it was used for a slide show during the funeral. It a beautiful and its perfect. The words are as follows.




Why did she have to go
So young I just don't know why
Things happen half the time
Without reason without rhyme
Lovely, sweet young woman
Daughter, wife and mother
Makes no sense to me
I just have to believe

She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me

Loved ones she left behind
Just trying to survive
And understand the why
Feeling so lost inside
Anger shot straight at God
Then asking for His love
Empty with disbelief
Just hoping that maybe

She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me

It's hard to say goodbye
Her picture in my mind
Will always be of times I'll cherish
And I won't cry 'cause

She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me
Don't worry 'bout me
Don`t worry 'bout me